100227

I really don't know what to say tonight. I'm so sorry Jay. I'm sorry Nichkhun and my precious others too. From my heart. I guess I'm still quietly fighting for the best. I don't want to sleep, and I don't want to wake up tomorrow, just in case. It must seem so silly from someone else's view, really. But I'll be praying for everyone involved, just in case.. What happened to us?